So I feel miserable. I absolutely hate this forced break. I've been very irritable lately and poor DH has to put up with me. These birth control pills are the pits. I forgot what it was like to be on them and I am not about to get reused to it. The end of this cycle can't come fast enough for me. I keep having to rationalize it with myself. I am still a bit upset about being on this break in the first place. But I know that if it gives my RE more insight on how to deal with my PCOS and help me conceive, it qill be worth it.
But as for this month, I'm just hanging in there. My face is all broken out again, which I'm so mad about. I finally felt like I had managed my facial breakouts. Everything was going fine and well until I started on this month of birth control pills. Ugh...not to mention the crampiness off and on all day and the bloated feeling.
I have my consult on Friday with the RE to re-evaluate what to do now. I'm hoping they have a solution for me. But I guess we'll have to wait an see what that appointment brings. In the meantime, I will suffer through this month off from TTC. Seven days down, including today. 14 to go.
The Right Words
21 hours ago
Whoa, I see a lot of myself in you. I am on a break as well as we jump from clomid to IVF. My face broke out horribly on clomid and I have been off a few weeks now and I am finally seeing my old face come back which is great but i have been told I need to be on bcp's for a couple of months prior to IVF so now that I read your post I am expecting the acne to come back. Darn those pimples! EHHHHHH!!!!
ReplyDeleteIt's amazing how long 2 weeks can feel! It will be over before you know it! (I have to tell myself that every two weeks ;) )
ReplyDeleteI just can't stand having to be on a forced break. It bugs me to no end. I can't wait for it to be done. Although, if I still have a cyst at the end of this cycle on bcp, then I don't know...these pills are making me feel horrible. I have had cramps for like 5 days!
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